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http://gprime.net/flash.php/soundimmersio       <— check this out! use a headphone and close ur eyes! heheheh

So the drama…

I did not go to teach today.

It feels …. strange.

Strange in a way that i felt guilty..

Guilty, knowing that my students are expecting me .. plus, i stayed up till late, making lesson plans for today. for my students.

And while i was away… i kept on thinking about my students.. worrying.. (their test is next week)

Could it be? am i already emotionally attached to them? if not.. maybe because of the responsiblity that comes with it… THEY are my responisbility .. no?

I got mad… coz i just received a msg for my TP friends, … My students were looking for me in the staff room.. I had a feeling that no one relieved my class!! and HOW DARE they made us relief other classes!! HOW DARE they left my students all by themselves…

I didn’t go because i had to attend something. I had to say goodbye to a close realtive, was .. ( Al-Fatihah) ..

still all that while, my mind was still at school…

hmmm…

Could it be?? am i … have i ….

OMG!!! i’m a TEACHER!!! im a TEACHER! ..im a TEACHER???? Me?!

On an entirely different note,

Went to UBD today.. visited DELAL .. saw the pic of my lating! lating! juniors!!!! kambang! LOL! tahu ku tu eh.. camera siapa.. and who photoshopped them.. Nice! very Nice!

Pure Shore

Was out with my friends today..

Before we went home, my friend brought us to this place.. I didn’t know it even exist… Nice!

Oh mind the resolution … Hmm… i should buy a digital cam.. mcm Ms. Maurina ah … JELES ku meliat!

Fata Morgana~

I love this song.. ‘Sebenarnya Cinta’ , Letto (hehehe reminds me of a bubble-gum brand..)
mostly because of the lyrics..  puitis gitu.. Personally, it makes me wonder… even their song ‘Ruang Rindu’ , i wondered how ‘rindu yang sesakan dada’ feels … hehehehe

 

Satu detik lalu
Dua hati…terbang tinggi – Lihat indahnya dunia
membuat hati terbawa

reff:
Dan bawaku kesana
dunia fatamorgana
termanja manja oleh rasa
dan kuterbawa terbang tinggi oleh suasana

Dari sudut mata
jantung hati
mulai terjaga -  Berbisik di telinga
coba ingat semua

reff:
Dan bangunkanlah aku
dari mimpi mimpiku
sesak aku disudut maya
dan tersingkir dari dunia nyata

Dan bangunkanlah aku
dari mimpi indahku
karena anganku berlari
dari rasa yang harus kubatasi

Dan kau menawarkan
rasa cinta dalam hati

# Ku tak tahu harus bagaimana untuk raba mimpi
atau nyata dan bedakan rasa dan suasana dalam
rangka sayang atau cinta yang sebenarnya…

Dan bangunkanlah aku
dari buta mataku
jangan pernah lepaskan aku
untuk tenggelam di dalam mimpiku

and if you don’t know what Fata Morgana is …a mirage consisting of multiple images / a mirage cause by spells/witchcraft…

On a different note…Hmm.. im offically BROKE!! been spending my money pampering myself without realising it… hmm.. but that aromatherapy massage was worth it! hehehe

Gong Xi Fa Cai..

To those celebrating this New Year Festival, Wishing you Prosperity and Abundance of LUCK!

I personally love this festival coz i always like to see the Lion Dance , the feral beatings of the drums! and the vibrant use of RED! Well, after all, i am a sinophile (a term which i made, similar to Anglophile; love/admire anything Chinese (traditions/customs etc)

It’s the Oink-Oink year too .. which i just realized, no wonder there’s no animal display and such hehehehehe

Well, Enjoy your hoilday .. people!

Oh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY shout-out to…

Ms. Lina Marilyn (Monroe) hehehe and Ms. Amal (JADE) 18th Feb

and i quote …

“I can’t decide whether to be a good example…

or

a terrible warning “ ayla’s door

Hello blogger people.. been a very long time since i last posted. hmmm.. and of all the days, i have a very strong urge to write something today… mind you… i am very exhausted mentally, emotionally and physically… and im using my last ounce of energy and sanity to write this.

TP is okay i guess… i will get use to it… eventually. It’s hard work… i get depressed sometime mostly because im worried whether my students are really learning or not. I like my students, well… most of them.. some do get on my nerves but some almost made me smile (YES PEOPLE!! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SMILE/LAUGH/GIGGLE or anything that would appear as friendly or human… UNTIL MARCH!) heheheheh today.. i laughed!! oh gosh! kids!!

My fellow TP friends are awesome.. altho’ I really really really really really really really really really really (infinite) miss my TESL gang! and surprisingly… UBD life as well…

To all my TESL family, my friends (doing their TP) altho its kinda late to say… still, i wish you all the best of luck and i hope you will have the best of time… Afterall.. we are too.. learning.