Smile… (n_n)

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying?
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying?
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

OMG!!

Traumatized! Im dazed! I feel violated!! ..(i like!)  LOL

… otherthan that… watch this.. funny and cute in a morbid way .. Esp. to those who do not like this  creature hehehe

To Fauzan,

a movie.. 303??

 Egghead 1 : aku mahu lihat 303

Egghead 2: 303?

Egghead 1: awu, yg trailernya mcm meher and bekelahi-bedarah2 (gory, graphic..)

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Anyway…  i did planned to watch 300, but watched ‘Mukhsin’ instead hehehe its worth the $8 dollar and saturday night.. coz i like it. Simple and sweet.. like sugar coated ‘donat’ ball.. 

On how to clean…

…blood stain!

Yes people..I know you can clean them simply with water and plain detergent.. but sometimes (esp, if its dry) you can’t get rid of it! So it is advisable to clean it immediately! Soaking your stained clothes in salt water works too! and Window cleaner, hehe can be helpful!

I had an ‘accident’ which ruined my favourite collar T-shirt! .. thus the post .. im a bit sick at the mo.. and this usually happens.. its normal

I tried calling some of my friends tonight.. managed to talk to two.. but somehow.. i did not have the guts to tell them that i am sinking………. God! why do i bottle up…
Just as i thought i was doing the right thing…. it seem that i was trying in vain.. Im now sinking… It’s okay, its what they want… that’s what it will be…. i won’t bother anymore..

So the drama…

I did not go to teach today.

It feels …. strange.

Strange in a way that i felt guilty..

Guilty, knowing that my students are expecting me .. plus, i stayed up till late, making lesson plans for today. for my students.

And while i was away… i kept on thinking about my students.. worrying.. (their test is next week)

Could it be? am i already emotionally attached to them? if not.. maybe because of the responsiblity that comes with it… THEY are my responisbility .. no?

I got mad… coz i just received a msg for my TP friends, … My students were looking for me in the staff room.. I had a feeling that no one relieved my class!! and HOW DARE they made us relief other classes!! HOW DARE they left my students all by themselves…

I didn’t go because i had to attend something. I had to say goodbye to a close realtive, was .. ( Al-Fatihah) ..

still all that while, my mind was still at school…

hmmm…

Could it be?? am i … have i ….

OMG!!! i’m a TEACHER!!! im a TEACHER! ..im a TEACHER???? Me?!

On an entirely different note,

Went to UBD today.. visited DELAL .. saw the pic of my lating! lating! juniors!!!! kambang! LOL! tahu ku tu eh.. camera siapa.. and who photoshopped them.. Nice! very Nice!

Fata Morgana~

I love this song.. ‘Sebenarnya Cinta’ , Letto (hehehe reminds me of a bubble-gum brand..)
mostly because of the lyrics..  puitis gitu.. Personally, it makes me wonder… even their song ‘Ruang Rindu’ , i wondered how ‘rindu yang sesakan dada’ feels … hehehehe

 

Satu detik lalu
Dua hati…terbang tinggi – Lihat indahnya dunia
membuat hati terbawa

reff:
Dan bawaku kesana
dunia fatamorgana
termanja manja oleh rasa
dan kuterbawa terbang tinggi oleh suasana

Dari sudut mata
jantung hati
mulai terjaga -  Berbisik di telinga
coba ingat semua

reff:
Dan bangunkanlah aku
dari mimpi mimpiku
sesak aku disudut maya
dan tersingkir dari dunia nyata

Dan bangunkanlah aku
dari mimpi indahku
karena anganku berlari
dari rasa yang harus kubatasi

Dan kau menawarkan
rasa cinta dalam hati

# Ku tak tahu harus bagaimana untuk raba mimpi
atau nyata dan bedakan rasa dan suasana dalam
rangka sayang atau cinta yang sebenarnya…

Dan bangunkanlah aku
dari buta mataku
jangan pernah lepaskan aku
untuk tenggelam di dalam mimpiku

and if you don’t know what Fata Morgana is …a mirage consisting of multiple images / a mirage cause by spells/witchcraft…

On a different note…Hmm.. im offically BROKE!! been spending my money pampering myself without realising it… hmm.. but that aromatherapy massage was worth it! hehehe

Gong Xi Fa Cai..

To those celebrating this New Year Festival, Wishing you Prosperity and Abundance of LUCK!

I personally love this festival coz i always like to see the Lion Dance , the feral beatings of the drums! and the vibrant use of RED! Well, after all, i am a sinophile (a term which i made, similar to Anglophile; love/admire anything Chinese (traditions/customs etc)

It’s the Oink-Oink year too .. which i just realized, no wonder there’s no animal display and such hehehehehe

Well, Enjoy your hoilday .. people!

Oh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY shout-out to…

Ms. Lina Marilyn (Monroe) hehehe and Ms. Amal (JADE) 18th Feb

hey..

wanted to post something.. but……….

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I am back!!

As’salamualikum .. and hey there World! and fellow blogger hehehe

A fresh new blog, and a coming new year… life is good… this is my first post here and i just want to keep it short.. still trying to get the hang of ‘WordPress’..

p.s: sorry i did not warn about the move..

till then… take care