Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying?
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying?
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Happy Mother’s day World

and a Happy mother’s day to you mom…

The sun that brighten my day… Bless is your face.. .. Bless is your smile ..Bless is your name

I love you..

anyway.. will try to update soon.. im still lazy!

Traumatized! Im dazed! I feel violated!! ..(i like!)  LOL

… otherthan that… watch this.. funny and cute in a morbid way .. Esp. to those who do not like this  creature hehehe

To Fauzan,

 Egghead 1 : aku mahu lihat 303

Egghead 2: 303?

Egghead 1: awu, yg trailernya mcm meher and bekelahi-bedarah2 (gory, graphic..)

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Anyway…  i did planned to watch 300, but watched ‘Mukhsin’ instead hehehe its worth the $8 dollar and saturday night.. coz i like it. Simple and sweet.. like sugar coated ‘donat’ ball.. 

Feeling a bit better.. no more tampons for my nose.. (my mom has a dry sense of humor) the bleeding do not happen that often now.

The afternoon is blaring, scrotching, smothering, burning hot these few days (thus the nose-bleed, and mind the overuse of adjectives.. but really) For a person who dehydrates easily, 2 bottles of water isn’t enough! and trust me when i tell u that drinking lots of water and having to teaching for 2 hours 30 min straight really … hurts! if you know what i mean.

and im done marking my students’ paper! heheh i happy!! WwwEeeeEeeeeeheeeeeeEeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

And im addicted to oranges! and orange juice!  bought different kind of oranges, just to experiment.. the mandarin and tangerin oranges is good for eating but as a juice.. it doesnt taste tangy enough.. Sunkist is the better choice, and some Australian oranges are good too.. mixing mandarin and the western one can be nice but do not put too much mandarin tho i recommend tangerin if u want it to be naturally sweet and tangy.. (are u with me?)

Anyway, i found the ‘Cahaya Asa’ that Ms.WordPressing told me about..tho i like the Gundang Garam Rumahku Indonesiaku (which i think she got from Teah – Mizi’s sis right?) better.. since its simple (simple is more hehehe plus it got the narrator) ‘Cahaya Asa’ is not that bad, i like the aesthetic-ness of it..

you’ll be the judge..

and

…blood stain!

Yes people..I know you can clean them simply with water and plain detergent.. but sometimes (esp, if its dry) you can’t get rid of it! So it is advisable to clean it immediately! Soaking your stained clothes in salt water works too! and Window cleaner, hehe can be helpful!

I had an ‘accident’ which ruined my favourite collar T-shirt! .. thus the post .. im a bit sick at the mo.. and this usually happens.. its normal

I tried calling some of my friends tonight.. managed to talk to two.. but somehow.. i did not have the guts to tell them that i am sinking………. God! why do i bottle up…
Just as i thought i was doing the right thing…. it seem that i was trying in vain.. Im now sinking… It’s okay, its what they want… that’s what it will be…. i won’t bother anymore..

Hmm.. anyone knows any DvD shops yg ada this movie? I completely forgot about it… i’ve been wanting to watch it.

The Virgin Suicides (1999) Directed by Sofia Coppola (n_n)

“Mad World”

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
‘Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It’s a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson

Look right through me, look right through me

hmm… can’t sleep.. been thinking about something which somehow made me a bit sad.. (n_n)

http://gprime.net/flash.php/soundimmersio       <— check this out! use a headphone and close ur eyes! heheheh

I did not go to teach today.

It feels …. strange.

Strange in a way that i felt guilty..

Guilty, knowing that my students are expecting me .. plus, i stayed up till late, making lesson plans for today. for my students.

And while i was away… i kept on thinking about my students.. worrying.. (their test is next week)

Could it be? am i already emotionally attached to them? if not.. maybe because of the responsiblity that comes with it… THEY are my responisbility .. no?

I got mad… coz i just received a msg for my TP friends, … My students were looking for me in the staff room.. I had a feeling that no one relieved my class!! and HOW DARE they made us relief other classes!! HOW DARE they left my students all by themselves…

I didn’t go because i had to attend something. I had to say goodbye to a close realtive, was .. ( Al-Fatihah) ..

still all that while, my mind was still at school…

hmmm…

Could it be?? am i … have i ….

OMG!!! i’m a TEACHER!!! im a TEACHER! ..im a TEACHER???? Me?!

On an entirely different note,

Went to UBD today.. visited DELAL .. saw the pic of my lating! lating! juniors!!!! kambang! LOL! tahu ku tu eh.. camera siapa.. and who photoshopped them.. Nice! very Nice!

Was out with my friends today..

Before we went home, my friend brought us to this place.. I didn’t know it even exist… Nice!

Oh mind the resolution … Hmm… i should buy a digital cam.. mcm Ms. Maurina ah … JELES ku meliat!